so many things happened this week. first of all, we all have to move out from this house at melati. after days of desperation in finding no house, we finally got this house at radal :) can you believe that?! I just said RADAL! yups. haven't seen it yet, but I know God always give the best for His children, Amien.

Then on Friday, me, nay, chaca, and dara went to aksara kemang. nay wanted to ask for her salary. you wont believe who i saw there. first there was tamara, my friend from elementary school. guess what?! she already has a child [or two, i dont know]. then i met yumma! yups! when i was reading this book and taking a gaze to nay and aryo talking, suddenly i felt like wanna look right up front. and there he was, smiled back at me. hahahaha, we done some stupid talks. it turned out he was going on an interview, with his gf... in which she is dara's junior at primary school. such a small world!!

previously that day, irfan's ex came to visit him at kancut. she's pretty for sure. no wonder he felt so depressed when they finally broke up after 4 and a half years!! phew!!

on sunday night, i met jedi online. we talked and somehow got trapped in another stupid yet hurting argument. i got so sad that i hurt his feelings. he called me afterwards, and said that he feel terrible and sad. oh my, i feel remorse. i told him that he's been changing a lot after we broke up. and he said the same thing. what can i possibly do? i have to protect my feelings to not falling that deep with him anymore. i cant afford the feeling that he might not feel the same way anymore. that's too hurt to bear.

one said that i look prettier the last time he saw me. yeah right! pffftttttt

[BIG SIGH] i need that compliment though! :/

i need a cozy couch